A Letter From A Very Sweet Lady

Robyn, I think this is an amazing thing your doing. I wish I lived closer to you but since I don't, I will be able to attend your meetings but just by you being here, you have gave me courage to keep moving. I don't even want to get out of bed, the pain is so much, how could someone I love so much say he loves me and hurt me in every way one can think of? I know people think leaving is the right thing to do but I can't convince my heart that it is. Help me Robyn please? I can't go on like this anymore but I don't feel I can leave either, what am I going to do?